// ily baby (!)

Thursday, November 24, 2011 / 12:23 AM

Sometimess i just wished that I have a boyfriend who never cheat on me, never lied, never looked at other girl when he know's that he have me, accept my flaws and appreciate what i've been sacrifising. I do not have to be someone I'm not, in order for you to be happy. I want you to love me the way i am, the way i joke around, i laughed, how i flip my hair, I talked, I giggled, I cried.. two years of relationship. is it fading nowwwwww? are you tired being with me? the girl you had always compliment before, now became the girl you had always been critizising.

Lovx,
<* RaRa TyQaa *>

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Sunday, November 13, 2011 / 2:19 AM

Things now had changed and kau dah bukan syahid yang aku kenal, you changed a lot. before, I'm the first one to know everything now seem that I'm the last one to get to know about everything worsen I've to find out from your friends.. sad much huh? Your feelings to me seems to fade away. Now, We seldom meet each other, we seldom talk on the phone and we dont text anymore. Is it even hard for you to reply one text message? i would be glad if you do. whenever i tried to call you, you'll get pissed and fucked up. It's not that I dont understand you.. i dont mind if I got to meet for only 5minutes, but you dont want to meet me at all. Come on, kau dah nak masuk ns, if we're not gonna spent time now. then when? I understand that you're busy that's is why I do not demand you for an 24 hours attention. As you had promises that saturday is our day to spent time together but now it decreases. Saturday skg tak free tak free, kalau keluar pun lepak ngn kwn kwn. kita tak spent time dua orang punn. kalau lepak ngn kwn kwn kau pun bukan nya kau layan aku. aku terpaksa layan diri sendiri ataupun layan kwn kwn kau. kalau gitu puas hati aku lepak jeh ngan kwnkwn kau, takya jumpa kau, be glad that even i felt this way I didn't bring up as an issue to. Doesn't meant i didn't tell you anything, I don't feel a thing. I do. You lied, You cheat, You left me alone on the road and you did something disgraceful, you scold me, you talked bad about my family, you compared me, you leave me for other girl, you hurt me alot.. but where am I? I'm still here forgiving and forgiving over and over again.. did I leave you? NO I don't wherelse i keep coming back to you despite all the shit you gave. I didn't say that I'm an angel. yes. I'm a human being I commit mistakes too I did scolded you, I'm over protective, getting angry out of insecurity, I lied about my past.. cos why? cos i do not want to lose you.. No matter how angry i am towards you, i'll put my ego aside to console you.. countless of times been coming down to your voideck at late night to console, but you do even care.. you do ever come down to meet me? no you don't.. You seems not to cared if you were to lose me. there's no trust in this r/s. I dont know if you're worth my time, worth to stay or even worth to fight for.. I'm just clapping with one hand. cos it's me who had always stand for this 2 r/s.. patience have it's limit.. I can't be all alone for this. if you did not change at all don't blame me if i have to leave.. If i have the courage to move on don't come back to me. but now.. my happiness is in you. please change.

Lovx,
<* RaRa TyQaa *>

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Tuesday, August 9, 2011 / 12:58 AM

Sorry for mia-ing from blogging, didn't have the time to update my blog was too busy with twitter and facebook. Today, the second week of fasting month and today was the worst feeling i had, having monday blues, cock-up monday then the usually days i had. i did not slept for the whole day, insomnia i guess. therefore, i thought after having my pre dawn meal i could have straight away go to school as today is a half day for national day celebration. apart from that i got debared for my icss module, i have to attend the module this time, i thought we would be having icss module today unfotunately there is no lessons and i wasted my time for going to school for only 1 and half hours and the rest was just stupid performances. i got pissed and went home, was supposed to have my beauty sleep but i just cant shut my eyes and there were some people irritaed me. they have to, i was awaked all the way until i got off to work. and for buka i only had a slice of pizza. some people just could not see otherss being happy.

Lovx,
<* RaRa TyQaa *>

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i wish everything will be back the way it was

Saturday, July 16, 2011 / 11:45 PM

B[best] F[friend] F[forever]

I just miss the bff thingy the three of us used to have, used to have fun with and mostly the time we used to spent during or after school to study together teaching each other.

rmbr, those time when shira was attacked by those birds? we ran all the way to checked if she's alright, i miss that part and those weekends before me and shira going off to work we would spent for just a little while to study under the voideck at tampines. i miss those part too. Rmbr those time we used to claim that bff would always stay together.
To azhar, i'm sorry i should'nt have liked you in the first placed, i should'nt put any hopes on you. I would rather things stay as being bff not more than that. i know i hurt you too much but please if only i could turned back the time i would'nt want things to happened like this, i would want things to stay like the first day we met in school as friends and be you bff . I let you off from trouble as i gave alot of it. i know now everything mean nothing to you, i know you hate me for everything i had done or caused you. i'm sorry my friend )':

To shira, I should'nt had neglected you, should'nt had made you feel left out being with us. i should'nt have let you walked alone until now you have found your friends, i'm sorry for not being there, i'm sorry i didn't showed that i cared.
I'm sorry i'm the caused of everything. i've ruined our friendship. I just wish that everything would be back to the way it was (':

sincerely,

from: [f]orever, durrah (':

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Lovx,
<* RaRa TyQaa *>

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Tuesday, July 12, 2011 / 11:19 PM

hey to you fvck it,

Stop all your fcuk up attitude, stop being so rude towards me, be glad that i am still patience enough with everything you thrown at me. be glad that whenever i said "i want to move on" aren't for real. Even when i said it for real my heart just could'nt bear to leave. life with you was hard i do not know why but i still choose to hold on. Why aren't you appreaciating? you had always think that million girls out there are better than i am, so why don't you just leave and find one? You took me for granted, my sincerity for what i have done for you throughout our relationship. you had been looking out for girls out there and keep comparing them with me, If you truly love me, you would'nt compare. the problem with you is that you had always wanted a "perfect girl". NONE EXITS BOY. i know u will coutinue searching until you find your dream girl and will let me go, you're treating as if i'm just a pillar for you to rest. boy, just what do you want?

Lovx,
<* RaRa TyQaa *>

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Maharaja Lawak - Minggu 10 - Sepah

Wednesday, June 29, 2011 / 12:34 AM

ayah told me to watch this maharaja lawak, he told me that this video are all very funny. since boredom strike then i watched. after so many times viewing i still could not get it which part is funny? (:

Lovx,
<* RaRa TyQaa *>

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Dadali - Disaat Aku Mencintaimu

Monday, June 27, 2011 / 2:06 AM

(':

Lovx,
<* RaRa TyQaa *>

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Kotak - Masih cinta

/ 2:02 AM

i love you, never leave me please :')

Lovx,
<* RaRa TyQaa *>

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Friday, June 24, 2011 / 4:08 AM

saya cuba nak lupakan awak tapi tak boleh , macam mana ? )':. whatever i do each i'll think of you. syahidsyahidsyahid.

Lovx,
<* RaRa TyQaa *>

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motivation

Tuesday, June 14, 2011 / 12:58 AM

Please lah durrah, MOVE ON! MOVE ON! MOVE ON! sampai bila nak macam nie? why do you need to stick with the guy that does not pay attention to you ? someone who doesnt treat you appropriately, someone who doesnt treat you special? come on la durrah, a years plus does not mean anything if he does not love you for who you are if he had treated you unfairly. you could build up this 1 year pluss r/s with any guy that truly love's you and treat you well. all you need is time. time to heal, time to move on. be strong and get over him . he had already admit to you that he does not want to treat you special because of your past, he admire other girl even when his with you the starting of your r/s . what more do you want ? he himself admit that whatever you do, your sacrifises he does not appreaciate it at all. is this the guy that you really love? even if you do love him, whatever for? you're just wasting your fvuking precious time.. throught the year you have been telling yourself to be patience but till when ? until he leave you for someone else is it ? by then you will be crying like a stupid girl over and over again. come on, he's not even worth it for you. kuat kan semangat. lupakan dia tak guna sayang orang yang tak hargai diri kita. insyallah boleh :). amin :)

Lovx,
<* RaRa TyQaa *>

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/ 12:00 AM

Meaningful as i used this to wipe my tear's away, :') .

Lovx,
<* RaRa TyQaa *>

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syahid's ownage

Thursday, June 9, 2011 / 11:56 PM

You regard yourself as my brother and i even treated you as one of my own, but i didnt know that you could said things behind my back, I'm totally dissapointed with you. i dont mind if you're not gonna listen to me, but the things you said to him was hurtful. i would be happy each time i saw you. Before i thought you were the most caring, most loving abg i ever had. But no longer my abang, yes, i would still respect you as a brother but not the same way as how i used to feel. nahhh, it's okay. i dont care anyymore. what matters now is I PATCHED BACK WITH BELOVED BOYFRIEND. I love you syahid :)

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Lovx,
<* RaRa TyQaa *>

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Tuesday, June 7, 2011 / 11:31 PM

alhamdulilah, this is what i had for supper. :)

woke up at 930am today, had breakfast, lunch, skip dinner and this is supper .

School was tiring especially when it comes to napfa test just now.. i was excited to complete the 5 stations and get 'A' for all the stations. As for 2.4km run i walked all the way, as i dont care much for it. haha.

after school took bus 12 to pasir ris interchange thought of going off early but i was hungry, therefore bought my food at ananas cafe and met tun at manhattan fish along with ben and chitra. i sat there until 6+ pm, was lazy to go home but i had to cos i stand being too sleepy. reached home wash my feet and then sleep tak larat nak mandi.

woke up and 9pm , bathed and facebook. okay now i'm tired .. i want to sleep :) gdnight.

btw, to u.

i love you more than anyone else could . :')

Lovx,
<* RaRa TyQaa *>

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MUHAMMAD SYAHID :') 10th April 2010.

Monday, June 6, 2011 / 1:57 PM

Muhammad Syahid..

when i'm with you at times i do felt unfair as i thought that you're mistreating me, i didn't cared much as how you felt. what i think of each time is the bad deeds you had done towards me, i wanna be free from all those heartbreaks you've given me but now when i lose you, i realised how much you meant to me. i realised the bright side of what you have done, the greatest boyfriend i ever had, i had so much fun and enjoyed spending all those times with you, i comfortable whenever i'm with you, i feel very secure when you're there. when i lose you now i felt that i had lost everything in life cos you are my life that i spend with every day and night. life had been terrible without you. before, i had always felt that you are not able to be my listening ears cos you didnt gave me any advices when i'm complaining anything to you. NOW, when you're gone when i have any problems, there's no one i could complaint to. even if there is they would not be the same as how i used to complaint to you. although you had not been reacting or giving advices to me but the least you could do is to listen and when you didnt even listen altleast i felt that i dont need anyone, i only need you. you're always there to cheer me up that's the reason why i had never gave up to be patience with you. each time i need an acompany you will always be there , i miss us. i miss being with you. syahid, i'm sorry for the hurtful words. i love you still. please :'). remember all those times we used to spend ? everything i do is with you, everything i tried is from you. i'm sure same goes to you right ? all i could do is to cried all my heart out hoping that you will be back. i love you syahid.. :')

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Lovx,
<* RaRa TyQaa *>

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Saturday, June 4, 2011 / 1:19 AM

i'm sorry for the thing i've done, i didnt know we could end this up just like that, as you can see syahid, my love for you is very strong, i love you more than i could love myself. everywhere you go, i'm always right at the back of you, everytime you walk i would always be walking by your side holding your hand, every single saturday you spend time by playing soccer i will always be there to watched.
15 january 2010 the day i knew you, 10th april 2010 the day we been together, after all those happiness ups and downs we end it on 4th june 2011. :(.

i still love u. i do.

Lovx,
<* RaRa TyQaa *>

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hari ini hari malas saya :/

Friday, June 3, 2011 / 4:32 PM

sumpah hari ini mendak gila!

i'm lazy to attend school today.

28++ misscall given to me early in the morning

from my dearest classmate.

sweet kan dorg satu satu kejut bangun untuk sekolah?

tapi i switch off my alarm clock and switch off my phone to silent mode.

sorry , seriously malas nak pergi school. heh (Y).

malas nak keluar rumah even keluar bilik pun.

haha. boleh eh gitu?

so all day long at home in my room.

tmr fiona's engagement day at jrg west. :)

so basically, that's the only plan for tmr and as for sunday

going to meet my dearest babygee.

a short post will do, i do not have anything in mind to speak out.

okay, will update again some other time.

Lovx,
<* RaRa TyQaa *>

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Saturday, April 30, 2011 / 2:36 AM

you put a smile on me,

you made me laugh when i'm down,

you were there to hear my stories.

you like me the way i am ,

i'm happy to have you with me :)

Lovx,
<* RaRa TyQaa *>

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like a G6

/ 2:22 AM

sumpah aku rindu korang giler babi, okay aku tahu korang pikir yang aku dah lupakan korang tapi sebenarnya tak. i miss those time the 6 of us together through thick and thin together , plus conflicts all. although kiter semua dah tak sama lagi , tetap hati aku maseh ngn korang. i miss my ladies spirit :DD.

Lovx,
<* RaRa TyQaa *>

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Tuesday, April 19, 2011 / 11:30 PM

hey baby looked up!

boo! i miss you :)

i love your hair.

i love your smile.

i love the way you talk.

i love the way you walk.

i love you when you cry??

i love just the way you are :)

Lovx,
<* RaRa TyQaa *>

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/ 10:41 PM

why cant you appreaciate me while i'm still here with you, what will you do if one day i'm gone and at that point of time will you still looked out for me or her ? life is just unfair. when you are doing the right thing nobody sees, when you show you care none will appreaciate but if you commit a small mistake you will get into a big mess.

Lovx,
<* RaRa TyQaa *>

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Don't be afraid to Jump Then Fall
Thursday, November 24, 2011 / 12:23 AM Sometimess i just wished that I have a boyfriend who never cheat on me, never lied, never looked at other girl when he know's that he have me, accept my flaws and appreciate what i've been sacrifising. I do not have to be someone I'm not, in order for you to be happy. I want you to love me the way i am, the way i joke around, i laughed, how i flip my hair, I talked, I giggled, I cried.. two years of relationship. is it fading nowwwwww? are you tired being with me? the girl you had always compliment before, now became the girl you had always been critizising. Lovx, <* RaRa TyQaa > Back to the Top :) Sunday, November 13, 2011 / 2:19 AM Things now had changed and kau dah bukan syahid yang aku kenal, you changed a lot. before, I'm the first one to know everything now seem that I'm the last one to get to know about everything worsen I've to find out from your friends.. sad much huh? Your feelings to me seems to fade away. Now, We seldom meet each other, we seldom talk on the phone and we dont text anymore. Is it even hard for you to reply one text message? i would be glad if you do. whenever i tried to call you, you'll get pissed and fucked up. It's not that I dont understand you.. i dont mind if I got to meet for only 5minutes, but you dont want to meet me at all. Come on, kau dah nak masuk ns, if we're not gonna spent time now. then when? I understand that you're busy that's is why I do not demand you for an 24 hours attention. As you had promises that saturday is our day to spent time together but now it decreases. Saturday skg tak free tak free, kalau keluar pun lepak ngn kwn kwn. kita tak spent time dua orang punn. kalau lepak ngn kwn kwn kau pun bukan nya kau layan aku. aku terpaksa layan diri sendiri ataupun layan kwn kwn kau. kalau gitu puas hati aku lepak jeh ngan kwnkwn kau, takya jumpa kau, be glad that even i felt this way I didn't bring up as an issue to. Doesn't meant i didn't tell you anything, I don't feel a thing. I do. You lied, You cheat, You left me alone on the road and you did something disgraceful, you scold me, you talked bad about my family, you compared me, you leave me for other girl, you hurt me alot.. but where am I? I'm still here forgiving and forgiving over and over again.. did I leave you? NO I don't wherelse i keep coming back to you despite all the shit you gave. I didn't say that I'm an angel. yes. I'm a human being I commit mistakes too I did scolded you, I'm over protective, getting angry out of insecurity, I lied about my past.. cos why? cos i do not want to lose you.. No matter how angry i am towards you, i'll put my ego aside to console you.. countless of times been coming down to your voideck at late night to console, but you do even care.. you do ever come down to meet me? no you don't.. You seems not to cared if you were to lose me. there's no trust in this r/s. I dont know if you're worth my time, worth to stay or even worth to fight for.. I'm just clapping with one hand. cos it's me who had always stand for this 2 r/s.. patience have it's limit.. I can't be all alone for this. if you did not change at all don't blame me if i have to leave.. If i have the courage to move on don't come back to me. but now.. my happiness is in you. please change. Lovx, < RaRa TyQaa > Back to the Top :) Tuesday, August 9, 2011 / 12:58 AM Sorry for mia-ing from blogging, didn't have the time to update my blog was too busy with twitter and facebook. Today, the second week of fasting month and today was the worst feeling i had, having monday blues, cock-up monday then the usually days i had. i did not slept for the whole day, insomnia i guess. therefore, i thought after having my pre dawn meal i could have straight away go to school as today is a half day for national day celebration. apart from that i got debared for my icss module, i have to attend the module this time, i thought we would be having icss module today unfotunately there is no lessons and i wasted my time for going to school for only 1 and half hours and the rest was just stupid performances. i got pissed and went home, was supposed to have my beauty sleep but i just cant shut my eyes and there were some people irritaed me. they have to, i was awaked all the way until i got off to work. and for buka i only had a slice of pizza. some people just could not see otherss being happy. Lovx, < RaRa TyQaa > Back to the Top :) i wish everything will be back the way it was Saturday, July 16, 2011 / 11:45 PM B[best] F[friend] F[forever] I just miss the bff thingy the three of us used to have, used to have fun with and mostly the time we used to spent during or after school to study together teaching each other.* rmbr, those time when shira was attacked by those birds? we ran all the way to checked if she's alright, i miss that part and those weekends before me and shira going off to work we would spent for just a little while to study under the voideck at tampines. i miss those part too. Rmbr those time we used to claim that bff would always stay together. To azhar, i'm sorry i should'nt have liked you in the first placed, i should'nt put any hopes on you. I would rather things stay as being bff not more than that. i know i hurt you too much but please if only i could turned back the time i would'nt want things to happened like this, i would want things to stay like the first day we met in school as friends and be you bff . I let you off from trouble as i gave alot of it. i know now everything mean nothing to you, i know you hate me for everything i had done or caused you. i'm sorry my friend )': To shira, I should'nt had neglected you, should'nt had made you feel left out being with us. i should'nt have let you walked alone until now you have found your friends, i'm sorry for not being there, i'm sorry i didn't showed that i cared. I'm sorry i'm the caused of everything. i've ruined our friendship. I just wish that everything would be back to the way it was (': *sincerely,* *from: [f]orever, durrah (':* Labels: thebfftthingy Lovx, <* RaRa TyQaa > Back to the Top :) Tuesday, July 12, 2011 / 11:19 PM hey to you fvck it, Stop all your fcuk up attitude, stop being so rude towards me, be glad that i am still patience enough with everything you thrown at me. be glad that whenever i said "i want to move on" aren't for real. Even when i said it for real my heart just could'nt bear to leave. life with you was hard i do not know why but i still choose to hold on. Why aren't you appreaciating? you had always think that million girls out there are better than i am, so why don't you just leave and find one? You took me for granted, my sincerity for what i have done for you throughout our relationship. you had been looking out for girls out there and keep comparing them with me, If you truly love me, you would'nt compare. the problem with you is that you had always wanted a "perfect girl". NONE EXITS BOY. i know u will coutinue searching until you find your dream girl and will let me go, you're treating as if i'm just a pillar for you to rest. boy, just what do you want? Lovx, < RaRa TyQaa > Back to the Top :) Maharaja Lawak - Minggu 10 - Sepah Wednesday, June 29, 2011 / 12:34 AM ayah told me to watch this maharaja lawak, he told me that this video are all very funny. since boredom strike then i watched. after so many times viewing i still could not get it which part is funny? (: Lovx, < RaRa TyQaa > Back to the Top :) Dadali - Disaat Aku Mencintaimu Monday, June 27, 2011 / 2:06 AM (': Lovx, < RaRa TyQaa > Back to the Top :) Kotak - Masih cinta / 2:02 AM i love you, never leave me please :') Lovx, < RaRa TyQaa > Back to the Top :) Friday, June 24, 2011 / 4:08 AM saya cuba nak lupakan awak tapi tak boleh , macam mana ? )':. whatever i do each i'll think of you. syahidsyahidsyahid. Lovx, < RaRa TyQaa > Back to the Top :) motivation Tuesday, June 14, 2011 / 12:58 AM Please lah durrah, MOVE ON! MOVE ON! MOVE ON! sampai bila nak macam nie? why do you need to stick with the guy that does not pay attention to you ? someone who doesnt treat you appropriately, someone who doesnt treat you special? come on la durrah, a years plus does not mean anything if he does not love you for who you are if he had treated you unfairly. you could build up this 1 year pluss r/s with any guy that truly love's you and treat you well. all you need is time. time to heal, time to move on. be strong and get over him . he had already admit to you that he does not want to treat you special because of your past, he admire other girl even when his with you the starting of your r/s . what more do you want ? he himself admit that whatever you do, your sacrifises he does not appreaciate it at all. is this the guy that you really love? even if you do love him, whatever for? you're just wasting your fvuking precious time.. throught the year you have been telling yourself to be patience but till when ? until he leave you for someone else is it ? by then you will be crying like a stupid girl over and over again. come on, he's not even worth it for you. kuat kan semangat. lupakan dia tak guna sayang orang yang tak hargai diri kita. insyallah boleh :). amin :) Lovx, < RaRa TyQaa > Back to the Top :) / 12:00 AM Meaningful as i used this to wipe my tear's away, :') . Lovx, < RaRa TyQaa > Back to the Top :) syahid's ownage Thursday, June 9, 2011 / 11:56 PM You regard yourself as my brother and i even treated you as one of my own, but i didnt know that you could said things behind my back, I'm totally dissapointed with you. i dont mind if you're not gonna listen to me, but the things you said to him was hurtful. i would be happy each time i saw you. Before i thought you were the most caring, most loving abg i ever had. But no longer my abang, yes, i would still respect you as a brother but not the same way as how i used to feel. nahhh, it's okay. i dont care anyymore. what matters now is I PATCHED BACK WITH BELOVED BOYFRIEND. I love you syahid :) Labels: dissapointedwithyouabang. Lovx, < RaRa TyQaa > Back to the Top :) Tuesday, June 7, 2011 / 11:31 PM alhamdulilah, this is what i had for supper. :) woke up at 930am today, had breakfast, lunch, skip dinner and this is supper . School was tiring especially when it comes to napfa test just now.. i was excited to complete the 5 stations and get 'A' for all the stations. As for 2.4km run i walked all the way, as i dont care much for it. haha. after school took bus 12 to pasir ris interchange thought of going off early but i was hungry, therefore bought my food at ananas cafe and met tun at manhattan fish along with ben and chitra. i sat there until 6+ pm, was lazy to go home but i had to cos i stand being too sleepy. reached home wash my feet and then sleep tak larat nak mandi. woke up and 9pm , bathed and facebook. okay now i'm tired .. i want to sleep :) gdnight. btw, to u. i love you more than anyone else could . :') Lovx, < RaRa TyQaa > Back to the Top :) MUHAMMAD SYAHID :') 10th April 2010. Monday, June 6, 2011 / 1:57 PM Muhammad Syahid..* when i'm with you at times i do felt unfair as i thought that you're mistreating me, i didn't cared much as how you felt. what i think of each time is the bad deeds you had done towards me, i wanna be free from all those heartbreaks you've given me but now when i lose you, i realised how much you meant to me. i realised the bright side of what you have done, the greatest boyfriend i ever had, i had so much fun and enjoyed spending all those times with you, i comfortable whenever i'm with you, i feel very secure when you're there. when i lose you now i felt that i had lost everything in life cos you are my life that i spend with every day and night. life had been terrible without you. before, i had always felt that you are not able to be my listening ears cos you didnt gave me any advices when i'm complaining anything to you. NOW, when you're gone when i have any problems, there's no one i could complaint to. even if there is they would not be the same as how i used to complaint to you. although you had not been reacting or giving advices to me but the least you could do is to listen and when you didnt even listen altleast i felt that i dont need anyone, i only need you. you're always there to cheer me up that's the reason why i had never gave up to be patience with you. each time i need an acompany you will always be there , i miss us. i miss being with you. syahid, i'm sorry for the hurtful words. i love you still. please :'). remember all those times we used to spend ? everything i do is with you, everything i tried is from you. i'm sure same goes to you right ? all i could do is to cried all my heart out hoping that you will be back. i *love* you *syahid.. :')* Labels: yearningforyouback Lovx, <* RaRa TyQaa > Back to the Top :) Saturday, June 4, 2011 / 1:19 AM i'm sorry for the thing i've done, i didnt know we could end this up just like that, as you can see syahid, my love for you is very strong, i love you more than i could love myself. everywhere you go, i'm always right at the back of you, everytime you walk i would always be walking by your side holding your hand, every single saturday you spend time by playing soccer i will always be there to watched. 15 january 2010 the day i knew you, 10th april 2010 the day we been together, after all those happiness ups and downs we end it on 4th june 2011. :(. i still love u. i do. Lovx, < RaRa TyQaa > Back to the Top :) hari ini hari malas saya :/ Friday, June 3, 2011 / 4:32 PM sumpah hari ini mendak gila! i'm lazy to attend school today. 28++ misscall given to me early in the morning from my dearest classmate. sweet kan dorg satu satu kejut bangun untuk sekolah? tapi i switch off my alarm clock and switch off my phone to silent mode. sorry , seriously malas nak pergi school. heh (Y). malas nak keluar rumah even keluar bilik pun. haha. boleh eh gitu? so all day long at home in my room. tmr fiona's engagement day at jrg west. :) so basically, that's the only plan for tmr and as for sunday going to meet my dearest babygee. a short post will do, i do not have anything in mind to speak out. okay, will update again some other time. Lovx, < RaRa TyQaa > Back to the Top :) Saturday, April 30, 2011 / 2:36 AM you put a smile on me,* you made me laugh when i'm down, you were there to hear my stories. you like me the way i am , i'm happy to have you with me :) Lovx, <* RaRa TyQaa > Back to the Top :) like a G6 / 2:22 AM sumpah aku rindu korang giler babi, okay aku tahu korang pikir yang aku dah lupakan korang tapi sebenarnya tak. i miss those time the 6 of us together through thick and thin together , plus conflicts all. although kiter semua dah tak sama lagi , tetap hati aku maseh ngn korang. i miss my ladies spirit :DD. Lovx, < RaRa TyQaa > Back to the Top :) Tuesday, April 19, 2011 / 11:30 PM hey baby looked up! boo! i miss you :) i love your hair. i love your smile. i love the way you talk. i love the way you walk. i love you when you cry?? i love just the way you are :) Lovx, < RaRa TyQaa > Back to the Top :) / 10:41 PM why cant you appreaciate me while i'm still here with you, what will you do if one day i'm gone and at that point of time will you still looked out for me or her ? life is just unfair. when you are doing the right thing nobody sees, when you show you care none will appreaciate but if you commit a small mistake you will get into a big mess. 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